Today is a bright sunshiney Fall day, September 9, 2024. I woke up to an IG post, pictured above about the 9/9 portal but didn't connect the dots completely until later in the day. I recognized the ending , new beginning and unconditional love. Nine is 3 3 3. You'll catch the meaning...
9.10 Regarding Beau's Crossing: Also a shout-out to a friend who is a hospice Doula, I had by chance seen her earlier in 2024 and she shared her surprise of family making the death about themselves and ignoring the person dying, this was also firmly in my mind and heart during Beau's journey.
Another Arizona friend who was a nurse also explained how natural death can be quite prolonged and very painful so that also helped make my decision for euthanasia.
9.11 Heard loud and clear last night 'dont just End well, LIVE well' so I took a longer walk this morning than Beau and I usually did and considered options of things to do I couldn't before due to wanting to engage him.